Harrison Mitchell

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( The Child Star )

I can't believe February is already almost over. It's only the 15th, but since there are only twenty nine days, that makes it almost over. I mean, didn't the year just start? It's already almost March. Crazy. Although, I won't be sad to see the winter go to be honest. I'm looking forward to summer in LA. I've been looking at a few scripts recently; nothing big. It's mostly just indie stuff, but I actually prefer the indie stuff to big movies most of the time. I mean sure, the bigger ones are the ones the mainstream sees mostly, but true fans are the ones who find the most obscure indie, straight to DVD movies and mention them more then the bigger ones when I meet them. Now I just have to decide which one I want to do. Trouble is, I know the directors of both movies I've been considering and I'd hate to turn one down over the other, but then again they're not filming at the same time, so who knows.

[Private]
Valentine's Day with Nate was really nice. That reporter that's been lurking around was absent so we got to have a nice night and didn't have to worry about him poking his nose around where it doesn't belong.

First week back after hiatus went well. I didn't have many scenes this week so it wasn't too stressful. I've got a few more scenes next week so I'll be on set more, which in a way is good cause it means I won't be home much and won't have to worry about that guy. It's really starting to freak me out, because he was lurking around before me and Nate left for the holidays. Nate was coming home coming to my house when he saw the guy and distracted him by taking him for a drink. Turns out he's a reporter. I don't know why he's looking for, but he's been hanging around my street and house ever since we got back.

If there was actually something going on then I'd get why he's lurking around, but I'm one of the more boring people on this show. I mean my biggest scandal was my stalker, but that's in the past. There's nothing else. Besides mine and Nate's relationship. If it weren't for the fact that I'm back on anti-anxiety meds I'd probably be more than just freaked.

So far we haven't been followed by any paparazzi in New York for which I'm grateful. It'd really put a damper on our time here. We leave for LA tomorrow, which means I'll have to slip Nate some Ambien or something. I know drugging your boyfriend bodyguard is probably not the best idea, but he gets so jittery on flights and this is going to be a five and a half hour flight unlike the one from Portage to NY. I can't wait to get back to LA though. It'll be nice to see my family.

I hate packing almost as much as I hate unpacking. Nate and I are leaving tomorrow for New York for a few days then LA. I can't wait to be back home where no one seems to care that I'm famous. I'll he seeing my therapist out there while I'm home and hopefully by the time I come back I won't be so jumpy. I hate feeling this way; like everytime I go out something bad could happen or even worse that something could happen while I'm home. Ever since Nate was followed to my house by a reporter last week, I've been looking out the windows expecting to see someone with a camera or that woman just standing out there waiting and I hate it. I didn't used to be like this. I just can't wait to be back home in LA and see my mom.

[Private]
I can't wait to surprise Nate on Christmas Eve. As far as he knows we're just meeting up with his mom and sister in NY, but I'm flying them out to LA for Christmas so we can all spend it together. My family and his. I can't wait to see his reaction.

As of next Monday I start going back to therapy. I probably shouldn't have stopped going in the first place since I knew I wasn't completely over the stalker/break in incident. My therapist back home reccomended one out here that's supposed to be good. Let's hope so.

If anyone sees a big guy hanging around set today with a fat lip and black eye, that's just Nate. Idiot got in a fight at the bar the other night.

It's funny how being on a tv show set feels so much different then being on a movie set. I never really thought about it before cause I was so young when I went from TV to movies and have only been doing movies for awhile now.

I think I finally meet the other actors who play my character's family today. Spent the last two days in fittings and read throughs. I'm excited.

I'm also excited about this Halloween party this weekend. I've met some of the other actors before, but only in passing so it'll be nice to mingle.

The one thing I hate about acting is moving while filming. I hate packing and unpacking and arranging things and just all of it. If I could just live out of boxes I would. First day of filming is tomorrow so I should probably get a good night's sleep.